12 Dec 2007

Pembicaraan di penghujung tahun
2 manusia yang terpisah di 2 tempat
berada di waktu dan jarak yang jauh
masing-masing berada di ujung belahan dunia

ketika masing-masing bergulat dengan masalah
dekat tapi ga cukup dekat untuk berbagi kesedihan
jauh tapi ga terlalu jauh untuk berbagi kesenangan
tapi selalu ada ketika dibutuhkan
terlalu takut untuk terlalu terbuka
menyimpan rahasia karena takut
berbagi rahasia karena butuh penyokong

pembicaraan di sore hari waktu Jakarta
ketika gw merasa gamang, bimbang
ketika gw merasa sendiri
dan lo bilang bahwa cinta ga harus saling memiliki
*damn.. sounds creepy but it's true :D
lo juga bilang gw mesti survive
*like u do.. alone & far away from us - i'm so proud of u!
dan lo juga bilang "everything happens for a reason and men just round the corner, we should keep our eyes wide shoot (*hahaha..), maybe there's a road block & make them should take the D Tour.. so it make a lil' time but believe me they'll arrive..it's a bout what is the best for us.. One hand doesn't make the clap, takes both of the hands"

It was so light conversation but meaningful
Ima.. u r so far yet so close
I wish i could be better for you
love & miss u heaps :)

Fun Job

Yup.. i have a very fun job for the last 2 months
and i'll resign in this end of the month
hhhmm... terdengar aneh memang
tapi kalo gw bicara "secure", gw ga dapet di t4 kerja skg
i mean i do love the job, really.. but i see there is no possibility to hang on there for a long time & to be permanent
suck huh'!!?! :,(

when my boss started talking about the integrity which i dont have (she said)
all i can do just sit and stay still, listened and quite
hahahaha..
i wanted to laugh at that time
she's talking integrity without integrity, u know..
or may be it was called psychology pressure??

well.. at least i'm happy doing this job, having it once