it happened to me again..
twice..this week. It fills like have butterflies in my stomach.
ga ngerti apa ini sedih yg sesungguh nya ato hanya merasa takut kehilangan
i know life is go on.. but i could never be prepared for such dat feeling
nyeri banget..

am i too picky? am i wrong being dat??
or it juz me who doesn't let anyone enter my life?
or is it a fear dat i made for escaping my self from the world?
or maybe it juz my ego?

for now i juz cant think anything

may be time will heal..
i hope so.. i really do

i need to move on.. badly... soon!!!