Monday, October 08, 2007

it happened to me again..
twice..this week. It fills like have butterflies in my stomach.
ga ngerti apa ini sedih yg sesungguh nya ato hanya merasa takut kehilangan
i know life is go on.. but i could never be prepared for such dat feeling
nyeri banget..

am i too picky? am i wrong being dat??
or it juz me who doesn't let anyone enter my life?
or is it a fear dat i made for escaping my self from the world?
or maybe it juz my ego?

for now i juz cant think anything

may be time will heal..
i hope so.. i really do

i need to move on.. badly... soon!!!